Ever have those moments where you watch a video and you're like oh cool! but you have like the same project, in your head, maybe not of the same theme but the same goal...and yet this person is reaching it before you do...and the feeling you get is just...heart wrenching and you think to yourself 'That could be me, but I'm so far away from it, it might as well be a trashed concept now..'?
Yeah well, I'm having one of those moments. I wont say whats making me feel that way, simply because its such a silly thing to get uninspired over, I think its because I have a vision on where I want my art to go...yet....I have no way of getting it there, and I have to self teach myself everything and believe me you, that is just sooo friggen hard and uninspiring as it is. No help. No tutoring, just yourself and the tools you have in front of you.
I dunno I guess I'm probably just over thinking it.
-goes off to sulk in bed-
Kaala Irae Aikanaro